tarah-mii

Your smile was the knife that cut up my soul Your tears the glue that put me back together I never guessed That happiness would kill me

I hug close The ice that fills my bones A thousand diamonds Bloodying the skin of my face Rubies melt With the last heat of my breath I whisper your name But you don't even remember me

She was like Ariadne Her love strong But who will find it If her heart is like the labyrinth And her soul will eat you whole

Your eyes sparkle with laughter, like a thousand stars in the sky. You made me lose my way in them weeks ago. I've never loved getting lost so much.

If I look back, I'll die, if I stay, I'll be trapped forever. Running, running, always gone, your words cutting my soul deeper than my knives ever cut my wrists. Scarred for life, pain, fear, paralyzed, hurt, betrayal, and again. No. Stop. If I look back. I'll die. Run, run, always run, catch the future you can almost reach. People hurt on purpose without purpose, don't trust them if you want to live. Run, run, never stop, fight for the peace you so much deserve.

Walking on the edge The cutting edge of the darkness of oblivion Drop by drop my life leaves me I cry with every cut I make No pride to be found The pain that makes me feel alive Numbness, deadens me The hate the pain the rush Red that turns black Black that turns white and red again Non-ending, the circle the cycle The scars remain The nightmares hidden I just want to hide Choke on my own damned tears

Why would we feel, if it only ever hurts us? Why would we cry, if we only ever drown? Why would we try, when the future only disappoints? Why would we love. if it will only break our hearts? (un)balanced life, living on a silken thread. (un)dying love, like life is a living fairy tale. (un)frozen again, deep in my icy prison. (un)locked my feelings, 'cause I can't bear to feel the pain.

Eyes like streams of melting snow cold with things she does not know icy smiles and golden flames puppet players playing games silent nights and dark blue days never having her own ways cold and hot her empty soul never ever being whole pain,pain, always pain bloody wrists, her private game lying schemes her secret art a girl alone, a broken heart

Your dark lights surrounding me, my voice lost in dark blue space. The cry of the lone wolf, falling in love with the new full moon. Your smile, sweet like honey, unreachable like the stars in the sky. And I cry with the lonely wolf, waiting for a love we'll never find.

 Like lightning fire, strong and gold, addicted to your touch. Like honeygold so soft and sweet, your lips always finding mine. Like rays of sunshine warming me, sending shivers down my spine. Like drops of ice on my face, they freeze my blood and bone. But darkness falls and takes me in, today just a summers dream. Hard devilsdeals yesterday made, I killed you with a touch. And now the nightsky falls, your fleeting soul leaves, and I've never felt more alone.